When I raced #triathlon, I thought it was genius of me to have 3 finishing time goals:
#2 – the “I’ll take it” goal leaving room for race day hiccups 🥱
#3 – the “shit 💩 hits the fan goal” which ya know explains itself
As I get older, a bit wiser, and a lot more exposed to different ways to thinking, being and doing, I realized THAT 👆🏾 strategy was purely fear-based not performance based.
I was acting out of #fear.
😬Fear of failure.
😐Fear of not getting the recognition my #ego thrived off of.
😧Fear of being ostracized to the “slow group.” (It sounds awful as I type it out “loud” here but that’s my truth).
As I yearn to grow 🌱, I’ve vowed to:
BURN 🔥 down the exits 🛑
STRIVE for my fullest potential
Knowing that I did everything I could possibly do with the gifts that I have been given. #thebigleapbook