Today, he brought up two areas I had thought I was “handling.”
These two pain points have been with me, most of my life.
So it was interesting 🤔 to me, that he called upon these two very things (his gift) and worked with me to be rid of them once and for all.
👉🏾I am inadequate
👉🏾I am unlovable
I’ve suffered with imposter syndrome from a very young age.
I thought if I was the hardest worker in the room, I would be enough.
Then I was set on the belief the if I was a certain weight, I would be lovable enough.
I had told myself I’ve worked through that. Fake it till you make it I said!
But as Austin says, it’s the clash of the conscious and the subconscious; going at it like two boxers 🥊 in the ring.
And sometimes, old stories always creep up.
I think my #infertility has stirred up some of this and despite what my head is telling me, my body is saying otherwise!
It’s been a long windy road to transition to being open; to do things a different way; to allow others to help me and give myself the time and the patience to figure it all out.
Like you, I am an imperfect work in progress!
Happy Thursday Tribe! 😊